hey everyone! well alot has happened. for one i'm pregnant. it is scary as hell i don't know if i'm ready to be a mom yet. i need help bad. me and joey are so scared. we don't know what to do. i'm also getting married. don't know for sure yet when. i got a good job that pays good. i'm going back to school.well i'm hungry. so i'm goin to go now so bye-bye.

                                 -love-

                                     christi (and baby)

hey guys. i know ur probably like its about time. lol.i'm so fuckin tired  it aint funny. i pulled a double yesterday. i went in at 9 am yesterday mornin and i didn't leave till 11 pm last night. i hurt so bad. damn i need another lil mini vacation . i made a friend  tho yesterday his name is moose . lol. it is his nickname. he is pretty . lol. but anyways. lol he is cool tho. we kept throwin ice at each other and shit. lol. damn i'm hungry .well i'm goin to go get me some food. so i'm gonna go so bye, bye . lol. bye.

-luv ya bunches-

christi

Hey yall. I need help really bad. I dunno what to do. My heart is   all over again. i hurt so bad. i can't think straight. why do i let him do this to me every time. what happened? everything was good. it was ok. we were talkin normal. then tonight he was so rude to me. something happened i dunno what i could hear in his voice. what is so wrong with me that i can't find someone that will   me back? and that will treat me the way i expect to be treated? maybe my expectations are to high. i dunno. every time i fall for some one i get burned. then i stay with them to try and make it work and it never does i jus get hurt worse. what do i do?well i need to go think by myself for a lil bit. so i'm out. one

-luv-

me 

hello my peeps!  whatcha yall doin? well i talked to u know who last night. everything was different. we actually had a good conversation. there was no  no  at each other no  . he sounded so   on the phone. he said the same about me. i almost miss him. i know i don't need him in my life but i do  him still. and i always will. well i'm goin go now. so bye, bye.

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Me

Hey everyone. I jus got off work not to long ago so i'm jus sittin here bored and my feet hurt. i still haven't spoke to u know who. lol. i've been really good. i promise. oh yea there is a guy that i'm kind- of talkin to. but i'm not tellin who he is jus yet. sorry. when and if we do go out i'll tell yall who he is. He is so sweet and sexy and and....... (well never mind i'm sure u don't want me to continue.) u know who hasn't called at all today. (so far) i'm fuckin bored as hell yall. i really need something to do. well i'm goin to go see my friend ashley and my other friend (wink) lol. i still aint tellin. so . lol. anyways i'm goin now. so bye, bye.